Mrs Puese Laviathan: Wasting Time By Being Productive
I have randomly been rather motivated to do things the last couple of days. I've done different crafty things, different exercise things, different productive things... all while maintaining my negatron outlook on things. Yes, it fades a little when I'm doing things. But when I let myself stop for a while and think, it surges back in to haunt me. Then I become a terrible person. I think terrible thoughts and I don't like it. I don't know how to stop it though. I can't go go go forever. I have to sleep sometime. Which reminds me; I have not been sleeping well. I stay awake for ever when I go to bed. I just lay there, with my eyes wide open, unable to sleep. I turn, and move, and wiggle to get comfortable, to no avail. I seriously think it might be at least an hour every night of just laying there, thinking I could be doing something much more productive... like sleeping... To read on go HERE!!!